Eh, so maybe I exaggerated a little bit in the last entry. The boy always has to remind me that his friends don't represent who HE is as a person. When his friends check out other people, there's really nothing he can do about that. Eh. It certainly doesn't help matters that I'm so insecure about the way I look. I still don't know if I'm seeing myself the way I really am, or if my perception is skewed. Honestly, I still see the same exact fat girl I saw in the mirror two years ago. I don't know why.

Eating this week has been a nightmare, due to being busy, sick, and just plain lazy. Will try to get on track tomorrow, which should be no problem. If by "no problem" I mean "impossible," since it's the boy's birthday and I'm making a cake for him and having people over for pizza. And since I'm still sick, I'm sure I won't make it to the gym. So realistically, Friday is when I can start to turn this around. I hate being such weak-willed blargh.